When a heart bleeds itself inside out
Daniel Johnston is a genius. Like someone smarter than me once said,"Insanity and Genius are two sides of the same street." Johnston has poured his mélange of mental illnesses into his art and its been coming out gold for years. Theres not much I could say that would do him justice. The Devil and Daniel Johnston, a documentary detailing his story so far, opens in limited release today. It may be the only movie i pay for this year if i can get to a damn theater thats showing it. Hes got two releases this year. One collaboration with Jack Medicine that came out this week, and a solo effort coming out the third week of April. only two albums i pay for this year? heh probably
i've included a couple of his original album covers. Johnston is also a respected visual artist. Theres an exhibit of his work through the fifteenth at the Clementine Gallery in nyc
If theres any chance that Ima genius its his type of genius. The fucking asylum crazy under-appreciated type, I mean.
They dont even put on the siren
Awesome weekend. really fantastic. not only did i grab myself the honor of being the first to vomit on the lawn of my cousins new house, i was also the winner of "first to leave in an ambulance, tied to a stretcher". ive never been so proud consecutive nights, by the way. pulling that off in one would have been amazing. the look on the er doc's face when i explained that i hadnt really had that much to drink because id drank way too much the night before was the the fucking icing. if it were a comic book the thought bubbles would have gone something like; her - "wow this kid is a fucking idiot" me - "dont i fucking know it!". in the comic, i read minds. in real life i just realize im being a fucking idiot about five seconds (or five hours, months, whatever) too late, far too often.
the story is my explanation for not having my hard drive. i didnt think to call and ask my sister to grab my shit when she left my cousins the following afternoon and she didnt think about it at all. no surprises this weekend really that wasnt much of a story anyway. i left out the best parts. anyhow, im currently without my toothbrush, my favorite sandals, and 99% of my music collection. its really a blessing in disguise because all ive got listen to is stuff ive downloaded in the past two weeks or so. that happens to include a bunch of albums that id had at bitrates that dont meet my standards (which are not nearly as high in any other circumstance), which happens to include Matt Nathansons discography. and maybe if i let my breath get really bad, everyone will fucking leave me alone.
I was turned onto Matty by a friend and mutual Jason Mraz fan. I remember one road trip she and i took, hitting three Dave and friends shows in three nights (SD, LA, SF!!), that Matt's song 'I Saw" became the anthem for. Neither of us could stop fucking singing it. I dubbed that trip the "dont forget your pants! tour 2004". the story behind that isnt nearly as fun as one might think. I once created a fictitious country and called it Matty-nay shun. My roommates at the time werent getting along and didnt understand when i declared myself switzerland. Being a complete ass about it was the next logical step in my mind. I have pictures of one of those girls doing homework and staring in an atlas at antarctica for a good half hour. i found out she was looking for a city in alaska when i finally got bored of playing with my camera and offered to help her. would it be an understatment to say i digress? that makes me want to listen to the biddy bums but i dont have any of them here :(
One perfect adjective that always seems to come up in descriptions of Matty Nays work is cathartic. One inclination i always encounter when listening to him is to throw my guitar out the window. I wish i could write like this. maybe if i got a 12 string hes a fucking great guy, nicest musician ive ever met, and puts on one of the most entertaining and fun shows ive ever seen. pretty too
i had to break my new rule of 2 tracks per album for matty couldnt be helped. He's fucking awesome. That live album comes out next tuesday. pick it up bitches
a couple upcoming releases from artists ive already featured...
Im not sure "disapointed" is really how i'd describe my feeling about this offering from these guys, whose first album I absolutely adore. They shook up the line-up, losing the guitarist whos name i dont remember, moving Dave Hammelin (whose babies i want to have) to that slot as well as giving him more lead vocal time, and adding keys. adding keys didnt really suit them they come off like shitty coldplay knockoffs for about half the album. the other half isnt too bad. its due out in may. maybe buy it if its on sale and you really liked Logic Will Break Your Heart
These Canadians, unlike those ^ , very unexpectadly blew me away with their new one. I very much enjoyed their debut "Caught by the Window", but it seemed to me like they were, well, coldplay knockoffs. This album isnt very much like their first. It goes from enjoyable to fucking stellar about thirty seconds into the first track. Its out in Canada late next month with no set US release date, though that oughta change very soon if theres any justice. Caught by the Window will be out in the US in May. its all about marketing i guess
its raining. hard.
The best part of the whole drama is that i broke my toe. i guess i fell really awkwardly. i think the toe breaking is what woke me up because thats the first thing i remember, after the last thing i remember. so if you havent got smelling salts handy, just try to force your syncope affected friend into a standing position while their foot is curled awkwardly beneath them. works like a charm. the worst part of the whole mess was definitely how freaked out everyone was. though my opinion might change based on how well this scrape on my fucking forehead heals and what scarring, if any, there is. theyd thought id had a seizure. i got to tick another diagnostic exam off my list as a result. ct scan...check it was clean. im running out of excuses
lets talk etymology
did i say frequent? clearly i meant id post whenever the hell i felt like it ive had todays tunes uploaded for two days but havent got around to actually making the entry. one reason for it is that my computer had a fabulous little meltdown yesterday. i feel so much closer to it now, like we've shared an experience. it’s much further along the road to recovery than i am. i gave its problems much more attention than mine have received. go figger im almost done with the organizing. ive been moving and tagging hardcore for about a week straight so that portion of the process is nearly complete and so… the cataloging of shit is also nearly complete
i found that im much more efficient when i havent got music playing, so i havent listened to much this week. Its been rough. no one seems to have noticed how much quieter its been. it seems the television shows i put on instead dont distract me nearly as much. go figger
i took a break a few mornings ago to debate the origins and legitimacy of a three-point shot being called a "trey". I think id enjoy learning french speaking of french. i had an urge to email my old roommate after watching dumbya's press conference yesterday morning. I was particularly amused by his admission that theyve made a mistake in not allocating a larger portion of the rebuilding monies for local infrastructure up to this point. YOU MEAN PEOPLE MIGHT ACTUALLY SUPPORT YOU IF THEY SEE SOME POSITIVE RESULTS ARISE FROM YOUR PRESENCE? who woulda thunk? Ten months ago i wrote five pages on the subject. Not that I suppose I was ever alone in that opinion. It’s a pretty simple concept to grasp. If i hadnt sworn myself to email for emergencies only id definitely use the opportunity to provide Gilles with a laugh. Hes the only person whos ever called me brilliant. i havent smoked enough around anybody else.
i completely forgot what i was doing. The point of the tres -> trey mention was to tie it into a commentary on Blake Schwarzenbach's progression from Jawbreaker -> Jets To Brazil
oh well, im moving on. heres some songs figger it out. i might make up another player later. im not convinced its worth the time spent. i noticed some plays the last couple days. i might change my mind also...this is the first time im seeing this page in IE in a while. i had no idea it had gotten so fucked up. id stopped checking. screw ie
truly im not sure ive ever been as conficted who the fuck am i truly but damn if i didnt need that my arms sore and my heads not right. but thats never stopped me before big letdown today. i do a fantastic job of getting worked up over nothing
im done not making sense. at least for now
im also done trying to move on from the whole singer-songwriter thing this is me giving in LOOKOUT! ITS WHITE GUYS WITH ACOUSTIC GUITARS!!
Jason Collett On the way to my cousins' new house we crossed "Collett ave.". It begat a morning of rocking out to this Broken Social Scene member's solo work.
Sanders Bohlke The company line is that hes a soulful mix of Ben Harper and Stevie Wonder. I dont quite see that, or see it at all, but dudes a nice listen anyhow. I hope to hear more from him. I love his voice and lyrically hes pretty damn good, but stevie-esque? Thats a stretch. His site just went live and offers his album for purchase. clicky fotos!
Farraby Lionheart I've come to adore this man. The adoration is based primarily on the expectation that a full album from him would be fucking stellar. Hes releasing an ep this month, with a release show at Tangier on the 23rd that im hoping to attend. He better make that shit avaiable online though because i probably wont be able to con anybody into a ride *sad panda* A Crack in Time Tickets to Crickets
Mason Jennings I think I first listened to Mason on a messageboard reccomendation. I fucking love the internet. His new album, the first to be released on Modest Mouse frontman Isaac Brock's new label, will be out in May. I cant wait.
i like these concepts im working with much more than those of eight months ago as precursors to lyrics not that ive enjoyed experiencing them the others were so fucking trite these arent quite as cliched. chock full of spite though no shortage there im finding its a much better idea to write what you know than what you wish you did
its so much easier to be angry and hateful than to drive youself insane questioning the sentiments and reasons for them itd be even easier to just forget it all but ive never been any good at indifference or letting go
devils playground v.1.1
a few of the excellent bands playing the pitchfork fest. i plan on getting selections from most of them up here between now and july. it blows my mind that the majority of the lineup is as yet unnanounced how much better than SPOON , YO LA TENGO, and the SILVER JEWS can it get?!?!??!!!
i recorded some more shit today. ive begun writing again. i'd stopped doing that about the same time. the desire to destroy my instruments seems to go hand in hand with any attempt at creativity. whats coming out is completely different now than it was then. it shouldnt be any surprise. still nothing i should ever play for anyone for completely different reasons. funny todays post includes spoon
this isnt any of that. i havent finished anything. not really close either i got frustrated and decided to have a little fun with some ill advised forays into my falsetto
Neko brings the pain
I decided against the nap. I still might throw my guitar out the window.
Neko Case's voice is enchanting. There are few better words to describe it and no more really neccesary. She is arguably the best of the new age Patsy Clines and with each trip into the studio takes a chunk out of any doubt there may be. Shes a psuedo-Canadian, by way of Virginia and Washington, and a member of the indietastic Canadian outfit The New Pornographers, as well as the more rootsy Sadies, who I considered including in this post before my laziness got the better of me. holy run-on sentence Her 2006 release, Fox Confessor Brings the Flood, is the only thing Ive heard this year that I'd describe as "beautiful".
I'm going to do this a little different from here on. I started screwing around at this project playlist site. I've got loads of bandwith so it shouldnt be a problem. We'll see
after watching that Leno performance several more times Ive decided my original assesment was overly harsh. I was in a terrible mood and probably a little drunk though I couldnt tell for the throbbing at the time.
if only time could reappear
Neko Case on Leno tonight...eh Neko on the whole was stunning as always but the backup harmonies were off and as many excellent tracks as there were to choose from I dont really understand Hold On, Hold On as the lead single. Ill have to prove my point with the next post. i'll probably have a cap to include
*EDIT* Its 7am my heads pounding i found this Neko on Leno i enjoyed it alot more the third fourth fifth and sixth times
unfortunately im currently without my harddrive. i really wish id brought it. i could use some sad songs.
i knew this was a bad idea
i hadnt really (i qualify it because i had a few beers a couple weekends ago but they dont count) had a drink in two months or so and now my efforts to temper the anguish have led to a raging headache. I guess I was sent directly to hungover. do not pass go do not collect two hundred dollars
i said i wasnt going to use the mood thing anymore i lied
in other news... yesterday was the second birthday of the handsome little dude im hugging in that picture. hes so fucking awesome there must a whole village somewhere of ugly stupid kids he stole cute from. I swear this family hordes the cute
what i wouldnt give to be two again
and also,
heres a big fuck you to universal music group...and hoping that the fbi is less than thorough in their investigation of our imperiled hero. lolz!
what the fuck is up with the double spacing. and why does my page look so different in IE? the answer to boththese questions is the same
Just hold it a while
its much more satsifying that way. for serious!
so i took a break from my break last night to play isketch with some ufckers and firefox crashed, right as i noticed that joey had sent me "a tantalizing kiss" in the chat box. coincidence? heh I was two albums into beth orton luckily i had posted after i finished the hearts so i didnt lose everything paranoia can be productive
Beth Orton is another fantastic artist that I got into whilst exploring all things Ryan Adams. Not because she relates genre wise neccesarily but because they've collaborated, musically too. Shes a little bit of a slut i guess, but hey, i can dig it. I realized only recently, I can be slow that way, that she is the "little Daybreaker" he sings of in "English Girls, Approximately'. That tune being one of my favorites to play makes it even more ridiculous. I'm retarded! Its news... Beth has always been somewhat of a critic's darling save for that album "Daybreaker". I dont really get why. I dug it almost as much as her latest, critically acclaimed relase "Comfort of Strangers", which was produced by one Mr. Jim O'Rourke and is another of my favorties so far this year woot!
SuperPinkMandy(1993) A collaboration with William Orbit that saw a very limited, Japan only, release.
Im not sure exactly what the story is but, Beth began sessions for this album with M. Ward... another favorite of mine! could have seen him free while in new york last summer, alas my family pretty much sucks ...but broke them off in favor of working with O'Rourke. The bonus disc accompanying Comfort of Strangers offers some of the tracks they laid down. What We Begin Comfort of Strangers #9 Northern Sky
when i saw the track listing for the bonus I was exteremely excited thinking Northern Sky might be a cover of one of my favorite songs of all time. Its not, but also not a bad tune in its own right. Thats Mr. Ward throwing a line in on that early version of Comfort of Strangers. I'll have to throw some of his stuff up one time, O'Rourke too
I started listening to these guys...yesterday. Id grabbed their new one on a reccomendation but so much other awesome shits been leaking I hadnt gotten to listening to it. Then I did. Three songs in I began scouring the internets looking for more. Im not quite sure how i'd overlooked them for so long. I'm a fan of pretty much everyone involved with Elephant6. I find myself ticking off down the roster to make sure I havent missed anyone else. Coincidently, Essex Green drummer Tim Barnes (primarily of the Silver Jews) played on Comfort of Strangers. small world eh
I found another great utility to further the effort to make my collection organized and accesible. http://oidua.suxbad.com/ Oidua is a pretty excellent application that will take your music directory/ies and compile them into a list. I'm told its a bit of a pain in the ass to get going on a mac as the gui is windows only, but if any help is needed with the command line, feel free to messge me. The other issue I have with it is that it doesnt recognize aac or wma, so im going to have to go through and add the albums i have in those formats manually. even so im fucking ecstatic that i found this. heres my list so far. ive still got a ways to go with the tagging and moving and moving and tagging
I got a friend request from this dude, Ferraby Lionheart It's been my experience that maybe 1 of a 100 of these friend request sent en masse are worth checking out this guy is that one i want more
the killing moon : one of my favorite songs of all time
holy shit. ive dont it again. completely my fault this time. i meant to click on the allmusic tab to grab a cover and for some inexplicable reason clicked back instead. theyre kinda close together :.. CRIPES! oh well. i was only about halfway done this time
i think i started with a bit about how ive been ultra busy with the tagging and moving and moving and tagging. I did take a break the other night to throw an exploding dog pic up as my background. trying to get some colors on that recently played tracks image that didnt completely clash took about 10x longer than any other part of the customization process. damn them for not having a full color palatte. in other news, my ear feels a ton better. i credit the Prince leak for curing it. its pretty great i also kind of learned to play all along the watchtower today no reason to get excited
I've got quite a bit to share tonight to make up for the lack of the last few days
The Exploding Hearts would have been HUGE. Sadly three of the four members of the band perished in a car accident July 20th, 2003 while they were on their way home to Portland after a show in San Francisco. The tragedy occured less than five months after the release of their debut " Guitar Romantic", a work that is probably the last great punk album that will ever be released. Id be one happy panda if more of what gets labeled pop-punk sounded like this.
There are a few videos from their penultimate show up on youtube
R.I.P. Adam "Baby" Cox
Matthew "Matt Lock" Fitzgerald
Jeremy "Kid Killer" Gage
------------------------------------------------------------------------ DAMN IT.friggin isketch I'm sleepy more tomorrow.......
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
gawdamnit : another angry myspace post
my computer froze on the preview screen im infintely more pissed this time because unlike the stills post, this was fucking long fucking shit i ended up not going to bed so ill fix it now but its not going to be much
Sam Prekop. Fantastic. Like Archer Prewitt, a member of The Sea and the Cake. Prewitt on guitar Jim O'Rourke with the awesome production
why, indeed theres a semi-long story here. but imnot typing it out again such delicate heights oh its me - Delicate i hadnt recorded anything since last august. what i had going on then was complete shit. much worse than this, if it can be imagined. and i just havent really felt like it since. such great heights is a half step higher than delicate (in their original forms), its my defense for being off key the entire fucking time the microphone phobia continues...
ummm ill post more of robins links later. if youre smart you'll look at his directory. its glorious
i just got this from newegg 26 hours after i placed the order! seagate 400gb external !!!!@#@!$E3! im way more stoked about that than i am pissed about this. the delivery was timed perfectly for mood enhancement really